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Back to work April 27, 2007

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Today is the day I got back to work after a week’s off from office. A lot of my colleagues took leave today so the office is pretty quiet. Today is also the day I sent my good friend, Bubu off to Mongolia..for about one month.

Nothing much happen today really, just the usual work routine.

I do miss traveling. I guess most of us yearn for a breakaway from the usual daily activities sometimes. It really widens our experiences, being a traveller and all.  

Now also a bit sleepy because only got 3 hours sleep the night before. One thing I am happy about..It’s weekend already! :D

AT Kota Kinabalu, Sabah – Part III (Last Day) April 24, 2007

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Back from Tip of Borneo…YAY! Reached to the end of Borneo… It’s perfectly blue! The ocean. I am dumbfounded by the beauty of this place. I mean, if you are of a nature person, you will definitely love this place. I’m not, and I still awe admiring the sound of the ocean, the color of the ocean, so pure, so blue…

It takes 4 hours to get there. My friend drove down to Kudat and I drove back from there. Basically God is guiding us all the way and the sign roads were a big help too. We didn’t really get lost, we manage to turn to the right way when we get to the wrong way. Basically we depends much on the signboard and catching people walking along the road and ask for the directions. People here is pretty much helpful, although some not good in explaining the road directions.

Managed to see the sunset on the way down from Kudat, in one of the villages, called water village Mengkabong or something like that. Then we head down to city area to look for my friend who just got a job here in Kota Kinabalu. We had dinner then after that we go to Sutera Harbor, one of the 5-star hotel/resorts. It is pretty huge and nicely decorated too. Guess what? They have bowling alley too…But I didn’t actually take a look of how they manage to accommodate such an activity. The only possible way is that the place is big, and they need to make the place as interesting as possible.

Tomorrow…

Heading to Pulau Sapi then by night going back home..

Going to miss KK…hehehe..people here are friendly indeed…

Too tired to write a long winded story today. See you guys back home~

At Kota Kinabalu, Sabah – Part II April 23, 2007

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I’m back..safely!

Water rafting is…FUN!! You should try it. It is not THAT risky after all. I really had a great time and really don’t mind coming again for the second time. The tour guides are extremely helpful, funny and…FUN! :)

The Padas River that I went to, is said to be a much more challenging water rafting activity than the Kiulu River simply because the stream at Kiulu is much more shallow. You bet. What to expect from this adventurous, fun trip? I list down the pros and cons

Pros

1. You get to meet a bunch of fun new strangers, enjoying the life of an adventurous person(even though you are not).

2. You get to exercise.

3. You get to flirt have fun with the tour guide.

4. You get to overcome your fear. (seriously I was scared stiff but now I’m braver)

5. You get to eat the nice BBQ lunch they prepared for you after the water rafting.

6. You can find tranquility watching the scenery.

7. Definitely, you can make new friends (That is, if you are friendly enough, or the other party friendly enough)

Cons

1. The ride to Beaufort is 1 1/2 hours. Then the train ride to Padas River about 1 1/2 hours(but the tour guide said 2 hours). It is a long RIDE~~

2. The train ride is not for the faint heart. Sometimes fast, sometimes slow. sometimes swing, sometimes not swinging..haha!

3. The weather! (It is pretty hot when i go for the water rafting)

4. Need to pay RM130.00 (Normal price is RM185.00)

That is pretty much of it.

Tomorrow..

We going to Kudat, to see sunset at the Tip of Borneo. My friend, being more adventurous, and unwilling to pay RM285, (we both had agreed) going to rent a Waja for RM240 for a day. How to get there, we pretty much blur at this time, following the direction and probably get some map.

Yeah, this time, I am really being a backpacker~

At Kota Kinabalu, Sabah – Part I April 23, 2007

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I’m sitting on the lounge area at one of the backpackers place called “Backpacker global” or something like that. Didn’t really get the full name. Kinda long.

Anyway, now waiting for my friends to come online. Hehe.. Homesick I must say. In another 6 hours time I have to get up and go to Padas River. My friend already booked the guy to pick us up from our hostel. I must say hospitality in Sabah as of now impressed me. They really cover from transport, food, entertainment..almost anything I could say.

When we first arrived, the hostel welcomes us by arranging a transportation from the airport. Then we discovered that nearby(around 5-1omins walk) the main city area, there is an arranged place to pick us up from 8-11pm (every hour) for our convenience to bring us back to the hostel. That really saves alot of taxi fare day in and out.

They do have the service to bring us to the mall, but that only starts at 7pm and my friend and I think it’s kinda late to start our sight seeing and all.So we took a bus down that costs us 50cents each. Cheap right??

Anyway yesterday after training, we take the chance to go for the shopping mall. Wow! They have really three branded coffee cafe just about in the same block. I go “Wow” because back in home town, we only got Coffee Bean. Here, they have Coffee Bean, Starbucks Coffee and San Francisco Coffee. Plus, they have two combined shopping malls which makes the city centre, well, more alive.

One of the stores I visited in CentrePoint Mall is Padini Concept Store. They didn’t allow me to take pictures! I don’t get it. Were they afraid that I take their concept and use it? What policy is that? I don’t understand. Someone please give me a logic reasoning behind it. Instead I’m actually trying to popularize your store to my friends. Geez…

On a different matter, I had an awful salty fried noodle in some coffeeshop for dinner. Yuck.Too salty it is not humanly possible for someone to eat that. At least that is how I feel about it. My friend and I didn’t finish it. The shop owner saw it and asked us why we didn’t finish it. My friend, being polite told him that we are rushing to get to our van.Partially true. However, I was thinking that I think the truth should be told so that he can improve his fried noodle. It is just too yucky. Come back home feeling so worn out.

Today after our last day of training, we go down to the city area again because we didn’t manage to get to see the Filipino market, as what I heard from my friend is a famous place selling pearls and crystals. We walked around the KK waterfront before that, and we managed to take some photos of the sunset going down. Nice! We had some fried BBQ fish, and some local Malay style food. Taste quite alright, but probably not a taste for city people. Unless you are the adventurous kind.

We kinda get bored so we went to this new mall called “Kompleks Asia City.” I saw an advert in the Kota Kinabalu Map stating that there have a good food cafe. Turnd out to be a new mall, grand opening is on 15th May. There are a few shops opened already, but 85% still empty. Funny enough, we ended up in an entertainment store and started playing shooting..haha! Spent about RM20 just buying the tokens and waste it away. In a fun way though. Had a crazy and great time. Hand hurt a little. Holding the gun. Playing the police shooting the bad guy. Haha! It was my friend’s first time to play this kind of thing, that is what she said. Poor thing, she is asleep now. I’m so afraid I will feel very tired later as we need good rest for rowing..

Part II comes later…If I come back unhurt..

KK, here I come… April 20, 2007

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Am going to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah today until 25th April. Don’t know why I’m not that excited. My friend booked the backpacker hostel, with an attached bathroom(phew!) which mean I do not have to share the bathroom with a bunch of strangers. Scary idea. Being much more adventerous person that I do, my friend suggested water rafting. Not so sure if we going for the Kiulu River or Padas River for that water activity. It’s of no doubt risky and scary. I did doubt for awhile if I want to do this or not. We can’t really predict when it comes to river, the water current and the unpredictable situation you may faced sitting in a raft. Is that what you called it? Well, I really don’t know. And I am taking the risk. I trust that in life, risk is necessary to outgrow your fear.

Anyway, thanks to my good friends, we had dinner tonight, sort of celebrating me going off. Though I will only be going for about 6 days, I would treat it to celebrate Bubu’s farewell as well for about 2 months, going to Mongolia again. Ah.. 2 months of silence. “We promised we be good and won’t be going out without you BuBu, like you always said, Incomplete without you.” Hey, this is applicable to the rest of the gang too yeah, don’t get me wrong. Hahaha…

Flight is 7am, and now it’s nearly 1am. Packed the clothes,but other miscellenous things still pending here. Maybe just not that excited. Perhaps, didn’t get enough sleep the day before. Ah..panda eyes. Oh well, better get a few hours sleep better than no sleep…

Hope everything turns out okay.

Of Susie’s personal.. April 17, 2007

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Dedicated to a friend that I once lost but now found. :D  

A decade ago
We met
We talked
We share common interests
You made me laugh
I made you laugh
We know that we are friends for life
In between those years
We were quiet
You lead your own life
I lead mine
We had our squabbles
Yet we had our consolations
It is because
We cared for each other
Without knowing
How precious is this friendship
How easily it can break
If one does not mend
If one does not care
If one choose not to forgive
Even the smallest faults
Thus
In our separate lives
We faced different experiences
That shapes us
To become who we are
God came along
And changes that
By one incident
We met halfway
And by choice
We stayed as friends
From good
To best friends
We have been hanging out ever since
I had no complaints
Of how wonderful
God intervene in our lives
To teach both of us
The meaning of friendship
An everlasting friendship.

Unexpressed love April 16, 2007

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DEDICATED TO MISS THERESE 

my dear friend

love is not counted by

the amount of perfection you have

or the amount of acceptance

a person for you

rather it is the care that you show

to that person that matters

that lasts

that counts

in the end

because your love

will supercedes

the imperfection you have

in you

because true love

loves unconditionally

loves you inside out

loves you unnoticed

but this only happens

when you choose

to show him

your unexpressed love.

Forbidden love April 15, 2007

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Can we continue this love

This forbidden love

That we both  know it’s wrong

That we both know it’s going to hurt when it ends

Why we choose this road

When we both knows

It won’t last

It only give us memories

At one time we laugh when we think about it

At one time we cry to express regrets

How I wish we do not have to play hide and seek

When we both knows our love is so strong

Why didn’t God match us earlier

Why we have to suffer this way

Why we meet by chances

Why we choose to be friends

Why I need to fall in love with you

When in the end I have to lose you

Lose you

Right before my very eyes.

Feelings I don’t know how April 13, 2007

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Feelings I don’t know how

 

You gave me that same feeling I had

The first time I know you

How I was blinded to see that

It is the same feeling

I refuse to have now

Because it hurts so much

To know that

I could not choose

I could not said no

I could not ignore

I could choose not to feel

Just because

You seek me to understand you

Before you could ever understand me

You seek me to stand beside you

Before you could stand beside me

You seek communication

But communicating has been all I have done

You told me you have done your best

To accommodate whatever empty feeling I had.

You seek me to understand and to be strong

That you did not love me less

But you have tried to love me more

That the circumstances that you are living in

Does not allow you to be the best I wished you to be

I seek simple things

Yet it is the hardest things

For you

You seek simple understanding from me

Yet it is hardest for me to comprehend

What are the choices we are left with then?

When both of us are stubborn

And refused to back down

We thought by compromising

Things will get better

Yet deep down inside our minds

We are just lying fools

We could pretend

For a day a week

A year perhaps

But for how long

Before we both realized

It’s time to face the truth

The ugly truth.

If you feel afraid.. April 11, 2007

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Got this biblicard “words of wisdom for women” from my girlfriend for last year Christmas. Randomly pick one. However, it does relate to how I feel at times..well, most of the times.

“FOR GOD HAS NOT GIVEN US A SPIRIT OF TIMIDITY, BUT A POWER AND LOVE AND DISCIPLINE. WHO HAS SAVED US, AND CALLED US WITH A HOLY CALLING, NOT ACCORDING TO OUR WORKS, BUT ACCORDING TO HIS OWN PURPOSE AND GRACE WHICH WAS GRANTED US IN CHRIST JESUS FROM ALL ETERNITY.”

At times, I am afraid. Afraid of making decisions. But being afraid will only get me thus far. Fear is there for a purpose. Yet it is not there to haunt us and make us feel timid about ourselves.

 

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We can’t say we don’t like risks. Every single things that we do, involve risks. Sometimes, you don’t realise it. At times, you thought it’s minimal. Even with a thinking mind, you analyzed that you have tried to minimize the possible risks. How sure are you? Risks remain risks, no matter what. No matter how small.

Why take big risk when you can have the smaller risk? Indeed. But look at it in a different perspective. Greater risk may lead to greater pain, but you might be able to achieve greater victory if pursued with the right mindset. Think small and take the smaller risk, and that lead you to where the “small” things are.

This reminds me of Oprah show whereby I was told that Oprah granted two person with a wish each. One dream big, another dream small. Both get what they wanted. But who started to whine and wish ‘If only I dream bigger?’

Therefore, never afraid to dream. Dream big. You never know how far you could go from there. Eventhough at the end, you crash and burn, you know you have tried your very best to achieve it. The rest, is a history worth making.