The Death October 28, 2007
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“The death of me is just the beginning. The story line is irrelevant. What matters is the death of me gives you another chance to redeem yourself.” -QnAofLife
Today is history in making October 27, 2007
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Stop dreaming! Start living! Stop thinking! Start doing! The ‘if’ list never ends, so does the ‘dreams’ list you made in your head.
I admire your persistence, I admire the chances you took. I admire you realising what you dreamed of, because you already succeed yourself.
Opposite of you…
I dreamed yet lived,
I look yet see,
I tasted yet to savour,
I feel yet to cherish,
I know yet to understand,
I talk yet without articulation
This could never make me
Alive yet to die.
Fast Love? Or Just Plain Fate? October 22, 2007
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A friend that I have not chatted with for about two months come online yesterday and greeted me. As usual, our conversation started with the norm ‘How are you’ and ‘What you have been doing’ and then he asked me how is my boyfriend/fiance/husband has been. I said, hey, it’s just two months, how a boyfriend can change to a husband that fast. And he commented, well, a lot of things could happen in 2 months, it only takes a day to wed. 
Granted that it does make sense.
This conversation took place last night and related to this, I heard of a shocking but a happy news today. My friend, who went for a holiday for just a week plus, came back and told me she is getting engaged early next year, and getting married by end of the year. Talking about two months, this is a big leap for a person who is single and get attached in just a week! Giving a credit to her, she known this guy for about a month through a mediator ( a relative of hers) and chatted on the phone before meeting the guy in person. Mind you, she is not desperate; she just found the right person at the right time. And I salute her, seriously. It was a big move and definitely a lot of ‘Hu-Has’ because this took place in such a short notice. Despite all that, this does not mean she will not end up having a happy ending. I have faith on her.
For me, I just take a longer, winding road. Hehe… 
Idle October 21, 2007
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“Life is idle at the point you start questioning if where you are is where you should be. Is stagnant a temporary feeling or this lasted in the longest time possible till you found back what you had lost?” -QnAofLife
Happy Birthday BuBu @ Okui-in-Law @ Susie @ Bird Bird… October 20, 2007
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Ok. The last nickname was a made up.. But since “Ronnie” existed, why not Birdie? hehe…
In case you didn’t receive my sms, here’s another round of what I wrote.
Happy birthday my friend!
Wish you were here!
Life is different without you
Miss your laughter,
Your jokes,
Your teasing,
Your “upsets”,
Your metrosexual ways, (That doesn’t mean you are gay or anything)
Your concerns about me,
Your playfulness,
Your innocence,
Your honesty,
Your sensitivity,
Your forgetfulness,
Your “loso-ness”,
Your constant nagging,
Your grumpiness,
Your understanding,
Your love
And you just being you!
Though you’re not here, our thoughts are with you~
Smile ya. Happy happy birthday!
Friday, October 19, 2007 October 19, 2007
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I had my fear. Today felt like one of the worst. Till I read this awhile ago… Meditation
Luke 12:1-7
“Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but after that can do no more. . . . Do not be afraid. You are worth more than many sparrows.” (Luke 12:4,7) Fear is not always a bad thing. God himself gave us the emotion of fear to energize us, to focus our attention, and to help us deal with a threat when danger surfaces. But so often our fears are misplaced. We fear the wrong things for the wrong reasons!It’s when we focus too much on ourselves that fear cripples us. We keep silent about our faith because we are afraid of what others will think of us. We are afraid that if we say the wrong thing, we will disappoint ourselves, others, or even God—and so we do nothing. We even borrow trouble from the future, rehearsing all kinds of dire scenarios that may befall our lives. What if global warming melts the polar ice caps? What if terrorists poison our drinking water? What if we or a loved one were to contract an incurable disease?
This kind of fear is the work of the devil. He would have us believe that we should avoid pain and suffering at any cost—even at the cost of losing our friendship with God. When we give in to these fears, we become paralyzed and unable to do what God is calling us to do. We forget his loving care, to which Jesus testifies so plainly when he reminds us that even the sparrows are under his protection (Luke 12:6).
If fear can do this to us, why don’t we simply banish it from our hearts altogether? Because, as we said above, fear can be a good thing. We should certainly do all we can to be rid of unhealthy fear, but we should also hold onto “fear of the Lord.” It’s this awe and reverence for God that Scripture assures us is “the beginning of knowledge”
(Proverbs 1:7). It’s this perfect love for God that can swallow up any feeling that he is condemning us (1 John 4:18). Our goal should be to love God so much that we have only one fear: turning away from the love he has for us. United with him, we can face any danger with confidence!
“Jesus, thank you for revealing the Father’s unlimited compassion and mercy! Help me to cast away fear and trust in his powerful, personal love.”
Romans 4:1-8; Psalm 32:1-2,5,11
Excerpt from The Word Among Us, www.wau.org on Today’s Meditations.
Felt much better now. Not entirely, but at least a bit comforted.
Humbug~ October 19, 2007
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“You have all the valid reasons to take that first step, however you just need a humbug to put it off” – QnAofLife
Thoughts to actions October 17, 2007
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“All the thoughts remain thoughts because it is safe there, actions will only rouse uncertainty results we fear of. ” – QnAofLife
Truth told October 16, 2007
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Truth being told
You not know this hurts
I told you out loud
I need you to listen
To my little cries
In question to my hurt
You said sorry twice
You did not know
Words hurts that deep
And my heart ached
But it’s okay now
Truth hurts but have to be told
And I know
You still here to stay
Regardless.
You..out of everything October 10, 2007
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You are the one that hurts
Yet you are one of my true friends.
You are the needle yet you are the healer
You speak good things of me
You are also the one that give me encouragement
When everyone else fails
Every single of my worries
You took it
And you carry it as if it’s your own
I asked the Lord
What’s the meaning to this
A sword and a band aid
All wrapped in one
After the sword’s pierce comes the band aid
Scar healed and these repeats again
I wish not to be living this lie
That I wished something better out of this
The agony of truth
Must be told
Lord, I need your guidance
Your strength, your kindness
For me to overcome this
When love and hate collides.
