Of Being Myself

Sometimes in life, when you are slapped with absurd words or statements, what would you do? Do you just listen or you express your thoughts? There is a risk in doing this; you may just lose a friend. You don’t know how your friend could handle your awful words. Awful but truthful. Which you believe is the most basic and logic statement of the year. But then again, who am I to place my rational thoughts to my friend?

You know how stubborn or inflexible (in bear’s term) people can be. I am a good example. haha. Very very difficult to listen to advices. Always fall into doing wrong things at the right time with the right person or sometimes wrong person. Doesn’t matter right or wrong person or timing, but once you do the wrongs, you are already at fault.

Once bitten, twice not shy. That’s me. Eventhough bitten so many times, I can still giggle and forget about the whole matter which then it repeats again. It only stops when I receive stern warnings that I might fall flat hard the next time around. And no one to listen to my whining should the unwanted scenerio happen again.

The reason why I didn’t tell my friend is she might think I am bias to this discussion we had. Afterall, I have strong conviction about certain issues that she is aware of, but she do not agree with me. It’s okay not to agree but to utter those absurd words is really mind boggling especially just to defend her words against mine. Tell me the real reasons, tell me the real problem not just hide it and made an outrageous remark.

Sigh. What is there left to say? I have said what I have should. The rest is really up to you to decide.  You are entitled to make your own judgement. Without careful thoughts, these could become your very future you make – bleak or not.