I’m Sorry February 17, 2009
Posted by qnaoflife in Thoughts.trackback
Dear concerned friends,
It takes me sometime to think what had caused me to write such an entry when it’s not of my own. And I could not write any further about other things because I am dumbfounded with myself because of my mindless talking. I thought it through and even wanted to erase that entry to make all the misunderstandings go away. But that’s the act of coward person, who cannot face the truth that she is wrong. For she has shamed herself for behaving as someone else when she’s not that person. You can say she is living a lie.
I’m sorry for all those mistakes I made when I should has been more sensitive. I’m sorry for the misleading of some entries made in here when it should be my blog with regards of myself. Even some entries reflect my actual feelings, I could not let it out in the open. I’m sorry I cannot be truthful. I’m sorry for causing all the unnecessary worries.
I’m sorry I cannot be myself.
No need to apologize Babs. With that post you knw there are ppl surrounding you who are concern about you. Blogs written can be off anything whether it’s about yourself, family, frens and etc etc. Blogs are no bind to just a journal of yourself. So, no worries. I just want to see a cheerful and happy Babs, ok?
The fact is I know how disturbing that entry can be, and that all this in the process of making everything perfect I have ruined it with my disability to bring out the truth.
I’m confused??
Btw, I’m in Kuching now.
Let’s talk your heart out.