The existing buffer July 21, 2011
Posted by qnaoflife in Thoughts.trackback
I feel like I’m on buffer mode whereby I’m in a transition of here and there, undefined. I realized the danger of unplanned purpose. It’s like going down discovering new roads and get lost along the way. It’s not because you didn’t read the map but more to mapping endlessly in too much excitement only to find the joy died down and rational senses knocking you on your head.
I know I could lie to the world I tried my best but I know I did not. That it’s the thing about knowing your character and try to change it. And I realized it earlier than I should. I’m on my critical stage and yet I feel complacent. I’ve become sure to unsure. Or was it I have been unsure all this while just that I didn’t want to admit it and insist on my stubbornness? I know I need to be humble to learn from my mistake and get rid of bad feeling I’m having now.
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